and here starts another life

if you have found this, then i feel sorry for you.
not enough to apologize sincerely.
but enough to show some empathy. either from boredom or severe hunting, you have found this.

dear reader: prepare to be mind fucked.

p.s.-i'm not writing this to touch up on english skills, nor is this shit written for your enjoyment, maybe this is me just jumping on the blogging bandwagon. Fame for me vomiting thoughts on the daily mundane fuckover that is life on this shitty planet full of shitty people.

1244 and all i'm counting are the lights from this city. shining like hopes and dreams, just waiting to become burnt out. ever want to rip out your brain and slam it on the table and just yell at it, "why are you so fucking crazy?!"
everyday.
hang all of your flaws out to dry so you can study them and fix them. but fuck being perfect, and fuck being fairy tale happy.
what ever happened to the beauty.....before she traded it in for bad memories.

yes i could rant day in and day out about how you all suck at life and how none of you are ready or good enough, just because we are not born ready or good enough. about how i believe that humans are inherently evil and selfish, and how nobody acts their age.
but i barely follow what i preach, so i cant go down that road.
i could rant all night about heartbreak and happiness and all that matters is love and blahblahblah. how she broke my little heart and now i'm hurt over it.
but i write enough about that bullshit in other places.
so i guess i'm just saying, enjoy whatever shit i end up finding to say on this blog.

if you even care to read every battered word i type.