sloppy love

dont let this one get away.....
dirty and damaged. this heart burns to be close to your body. simple and not that confusing.
this is me putting you up onto a pedestal that i should not build.
but oh boy do i love making mistakes. especially when it comes to handling my private life.
like a moth to a flame, say over and over "this is not a good idea" but let the butterflies search for a way out of my stomach.
frozen fingertips, lonely sips, it sure does feel like the appropriate season. the weight on this back matches the weight in my chest. pound for pound that pulls to kiss the ground when i see your face.
i forgot how good pretty smiles can cure all. (think)
dont let this one get away......
but its all bullshit nonsense, an open debate for reason on the floor goes on for hours to days. i can tell just by your eyes that i'm going to be down with my head on the bar.
rather "sin then spend the night all alone"
she makes me feel alive and dead at the same time.