will you believe in anything again?

i realize that the weights don't get lighter

and the gas tanks run out of air

and i can laugh all i want how i don't care

i have already ended up where i dont want to end

hey mr heartbeat

throwing punches at walls

and kicking doors down for rooms that lead nowhere

mr heartbeat you're not being very unique

and i'm pretty sure that this is a sign

you don't know how to worship love

sometimes i just want to leave this all

and haunt palm trees and open waters

but this wind chill scrapes the top of my lungs

and i realize i can't blame these problems

on you or me anymore

throw me back into the sea and hope for your stars to blink an answer

yet its too late and im already old songs